In Need of Some Sunday Goodness

I feel like I am hanging by a thread the past two days. I cannot wait until tomorrow. I desperately need some soul nourishment. I honestly don't want to go to church tomorrow just because I don't want to come face to face with everyone, which sounds so incredibly horrible, because everyone is being SO kind and caring and nice.  I need to keep in mind that I am going to learn and worship, not socialize. I hope I can just lay low and stay under the radar.

I am OKAY, just raw right now. My dr. said this all would happen and to take in stride. It just seem shard when those strides seem so big.